Nightmare

empty, dark and dusty room of the most secret nest

March 4, 2015

“Rhyme to Nightmare”

What do you know about nightmare?

Is it something bad mere?

If so, have you ever deliberately been ready to dare?

Every single moment in dreams put you in fear

Sometimes it feels like in hell

But the hell is some place we created as well

The place we usually ring the bell

To call away our angel from paradise cell

Hey you who never believe in

This is not a kind of drama queen

Those are located in between

Where you can neither leave nor live in

Tell me how the way you’ll take

These nightmares are not for form’s sake

To the moments they always make

As simple case of I keep awake

Sometimes I am waiting for my turn

Get engaged and make all involved burn

for bringing back my angels to heaven

in spite of scar within each moment

Does somebody hear my voice?

I have desire to make them freeze

So somebody help me please

Rearrange this rhyme and take some risk

Please, to this

Rhyme in Peace

Let the soul find its mate, and there is no wrong to wait

Rusunawa Unissula Semarang

Wednesday, March 04, 2015

6:52 PM

“That’s why there is a thing called soul-mate”

It’s not your heart which is broken

but your soul which has been long time rotten

I told you that words are weapon

Why don’t you lose it as it’s a burden

As to love is not heart obligation

It is the soul will take any action

So you don’t have to kneel down on the floor

This is not about fight or war

This is just a little thing that comes up from the core

The feeling that you’ve been waiting for

Such  symptom to love somebody more and  more

Awaiting the proper and worthy to knock its door

The time is closer so just wait

I know you wonder but don’t be hesitate

Your soul has found the ins and outs of roulette

Make its own move to sense its mate

No one can’t deny a thing for it becomes one fate

So does its orders assure it is never too late

to full it

The destiny will make it

The real feel of something real to the one seems unreal

"This unreal is really real, I bet in on feel"

I miss you like I m longing for the summer and winter

occur surrounding the place I murmur

Because I know you are alive and you live somewhere

So all days and night I search on the way to get there

But somehow,

People think I am insane

They say what I do is vain

That only bring me pain

Surely I am not insane

They just don’t understand what true love is

See what I’ve been through as disease

This natural feeling is something I can’t resist

It’s even growing stronger and untamed like a beast

Nobody knows

How could it rouse

It feels like a curse

containing willingness

But somehow,

The only happiness I can  reach is when I miss you

Going to sketch your shape as I want to

Trying hard to get something real from you

the one I fall for, who make me come into

a destiny that drive people call me freak

doesn't change me become a weak

 Even if someday I am too suffered and sick

There is no power to this feeling can break

But somehow,

I’ve seen the light quietly glow

Set off the wind softly blow

Then the air-glow gently flow

Now illumination slowly show

This affection is deeply sincere

a truth I've had bout you mere

but the real of you is never been, dear

No matter how fervent I make it clear

I will never say goodbye though

this feeling will forever dwell in my soul

Keep my heart from the low

Save pieces to the whole

But somehow,

where there is no morrow

it comes to me no sorrow

because somehow

I am now really low

low

low

so low and mellow

here we go,

Before day leave afterglow

Let us make a deal

do you ever feel what I feel

apart from this is real or unreal?

and answer me whenever you will

-for to the real-